Monday, April 24, 2006

Tension

Had a weird dream. I saw myself getting mad at a friend,
and I was throwing things angrily in a room while talking
to him--unlike the gentle me IRL. *giggles* I wouldn't
act that fiercely...neither at work nor at home. Anyway
it's a dream. After I met my colleague in the office this
morning and shared this dream with her, she told me it's
healthy and kind of helped release my tension. Ahh didn't
know I was that nervous and under great pressure! I felt
bad when I was treated unfairly by friends--even I might
pretend to be all right, you know...the true feeling has
been expressed exactly in my dream. *sighs* It is
impossible to lie to myself in the dreams right.

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